Everything, Everywhere, All At Once

This piece wasn’t going to be complete until I saw the movie; Everything, Everywhere, All At Once.

Firstly, that movie is very moving and the closest thing to ever depict many of my lived psychedelic experiences…

For example- I’ve seen many different lifetimes of my friends and loved ones painted on their faces as we frolicked through deserts and forests on a concotion of lsd and ecstasy and whatever else the festival delivered to our playshop.

For those of you who believe that taking psychedelics makes all of this “only” a hallucination then… I’ve also experienced this completely sober as my own psychic sensitivities have refined (and you can too!)

In many of my dreams even- I’m searching through people’s different lifetimes; trying to find the right version of them for me to share or receive an important message from.

I’ve also been attuned to the Akashic Records and found an entire library that lives in another dimensions, storing people’s past, present, and future lives which can all be accessed in the here, now present moment.

The more I’ve sat for past life regressions, read books about hypnotherapy, and listened to real lived experiences from friends, teachers, and people I really trust; the more I know for certain- we know nothing.

There is more and more to be experienced in the infinite galaxy than we could ever possibly imagine, and like the movie ‘Everything’ reminds us: everything is always found inside of us.

One of the things I always tell those curious about their past lives or parallel dimensions of themself is to never forget that no matter what is happening out there- the entire universe of you; has asked you to be right where you’re already at, currently. Here and now.

Each new Akash that you pull from your soul’s lived experience; is all just an echo.

Any answer you’re looking for in another lifetime, is a story you are already telling yourself.

Sometimes it’s just nice to see and hear it from a different eye of your soul.

Okay. there is so much symbolism and information that we can unravel from the movie Everything, Everywhere…But I’ll try and keep it relevant to what we’ve already been discussing in this thread.

The main character is the first place we need to start; Evelyn. Interesting, that we have a character whose name sounds so similar to Eleven.

I decided to look into other threads of “El” which I shared in another article means “God” in Hebrew.

In the Atom Project, Ellie is Adams mother. In the Wheel of Time there is a character in the future named Elayne who is a channeler and “protector of the people.” I share this only to remind you, the reader, and me the writer; there there is more to this story than what can be conveyed in words.

In Judaism, the word for God is not able to be pronounced technically, because it is beyond words. Just as none of these words can encompass the true mass of this mystery we are unravelling together. And as much as we try to attribute meaning; there will always be nuances that make all of these theories, probabilities, but maybe not certainties.

In the movie ‘Everything’ we have another tale of a women breaking open space and time and revealing a different dimension. There are also similar stories here of the mother and daughter, and both needing to connect with the source of things that matter to find meaning in the mystery.

This move was a good closing to the prior chapters of this journal because it paints an even nicer conclusion.

We see the result of a life without meaning, without enough connection, without an appreciation for the mystery.

It points to the nothing and the emptiness like a black hole everything bagel that sucks up the whole play of life itself.

Or the alternative, we learn, is to just be present and grateful and kind to the world we already have.

As simple as it is, as innocent as it may seem, the saga always ends when the chosen ones have figured out that all their answers are right in front of them.

The whole world actually is our oyster, and there is nothing else that we need other than our family, our friends, and our connection to source.

In this movie Evelyn is in constant conquest and combat with her nemesis; Jobu Tobaki the distortion of Joy. This was a symbol of the darkness looming over Evelyn’s life like an anxiety attack waiting to happen. The whole movie broke open because of her one fault, which created a fractal in one of her timelines- her own challenge with finding, loving, appreciating and seeing the “JOY” in that she had created in her life.

The messenger is always speaking and in this movie it is so beautifully said.

We spend our lives searching and seeking happiness. We look for it in our jobs, we attempt to create it in our children, we search for meaning and magnitude in the times when we have felt joyful and fulfilled. We attribute all we do in life to cultivating and creating more happiness.

But in all walks of life. In any other timeline, dimension, or fractal of our being- we have chosen this life to be aware of right now.

In the end, like Evelyn, we are always going to be fighting for our own creations. For our own joy. For our own peace. She fights with kindness, intention, and integrity. She gifts a man healing in his spine, and smell of an ancestor to another. She turns guns into balloons, and connects a fellow employee to his animal guide. She showed people love and learned to fight like her masculine counterpart did. She let love be the greatest weapon she had. She left love at the alter of life, itself.

All she had to say was, “I love you,” and really mean it. It was that simple.

And it was because she was so simple and normal and unexciting that she could be the one to really do it.

She was the chosen on because she hadn’t accomplished anything, and that was her anomaly… that was her power. She could be the all, because she didn’t identify with one thing, so she could identify with everything.

In that, she could finally see what her daughter, her offspring, her creation was trying to show her- that she could be both everything, and nothing. That she could choose to recognize what she did have, or succumb to the bagel of nothingness.

I believe that this is the message and trap of meaning.

Meaning and purpose create a timeline. Her invention, just like in The Adam Project, is what eventually caused this breaking of worlds and new story of good and evil. A woman, creating a technology to access the different fabrics and folds of our interstellar dimension, is inevitably what leads some fractal of her from the future to screw things up.

In ‘Everything', it is now up to the main character and her new psychic opening, to put it all back together again.

Something I loved, as all of the movies prior, was that it was her gentle but fierce male counterpart (ya know, the badass dad who whipped people’s asses with his fanny pack?) who showed her the truth and kept her in balance. It points to the old masculine conscious of her father, and her own fears of revealing her sexual identity to that part of herself. She was was afraid to admit just how much she had done differently than her ancestors, rather than honoring, loving, and in-joying that it was because of the innovative expression of herself, that made her and her legacy so magnificent.

This story encourages us to own our uniqueness, and cherish how we are meant to be a different person than the generations before us. It shows us that we are supposed to own our variations and version of survival of the fittest, so that we have a future where all beings thrive as one!

This film was also important in its revelation of our newly found psychic openings that are happening and will continue to happen as we accelerate as a species.

Some will be able to handle these new energies easier than others. Not because they are better than anyone else, but simply because they have practicing and working with these new abilities for longer.

They will act as the teachers, way-showers, and guides for others who are having a hard time integrating.

Some are also born with a greater capacity and strength to work with these powers. It is part of their dna, and they have been built and born to hold space for this new century.

We will all have our own learning to do around integration, and have our own stories to tell and medicines to share with others.

We each have an important purpose and part in the plan.

As Evelyn’s reality wakes up around her to affirm and change the stakes, you will also find the people and beings around you starting to share information and intelligence as if they were channeling something completely foreign, yet familiar. Amnesia experiences will be common as we hop through different timelines and dimensions of ourselves: looking for the right version and embodiment for the job. Remembering that each counterpart is working perfectly together to create an epic and beautiful saga.

Life is just as real as it is entertaining.

If we remember that we are always directing, acting in and watching (if we’re lucky) the play of life happening all around us, and to not attach to the mass, meaning or mystery of the performance or outcome; we will be free to just enjoy.. in- JOY the movie we just finally sat down to watch play out.

What I’m realizing about mass, is that it’s not about the length, weight, or heaviness of the experience. It may be the quickest and shortest tick tok video you’ve ever seen- that ends up impacting and changing the world through consciousness.

Just like a life might seem cut too short, or gone too soon.. it is not about the mass of a lifetime- it is about the story of it. So many whose lives ended early, have more impactful stories than those who had a whole 100 years to tell theirs.

We also have to move forward without attaching meaning to the story… because we all have our own meaning; it is subjective to the person and perspective. What means something deeply powerful to us, may not even flick on the radar of the person next to us. Even if that person has been walking closely for an entire lifetime. So it’s also important not to judge, look for, or attribute our own meaning to the performance we are watching.

We may experience it and interpret it, but it is not the point to get hooked to the meaning, because the meaning will be different for us all.

So then is it the mystery of the experience, then? Is that what we should be paying attention to?

If there is mystery then there is always a search for meaning somewhere. Always a certainty that there is some mass-ive answer out there waiting somewhere in the universe.

Mystery doesn’t attend the party without meaning, or its purpose would be pointless.

What’s the point of a question if actually no one knows the answer? Then you are all just spinning around senseless (sound familiar?). Mystery is the game that keeps people guessing, waiting and thinking that something outside of them is going to finally unlock the codes hidden within.

So the mystery, is also not important for what you are going to experience moving forward.

Don’t seek for more, simply just receive the transmission of your universe.

Don’t look for anything that isn’t already there.

Unravel yourself from any beliefs that say someone else knows something that you don’t already know inside of you.

There is a movement coming that will shatter the confines of our known universe, and we will experience it, as a world wide phenomena.

I picture it like a mother ship flying through space and we are all looking out the windows of earth together at what is to come. Each in our own little concubines and homesteads, while flying through the cosmos on a mother planet towards our next generation.

She will deliver us.

As it is her birthright, just as much as it is ours.

And some time in the far distant future, we will all have to acknowledge the grief of our disconnection from the one who carried us, to the one who will deliver us into the next life.

No matter what- she will need all of our help.

This next ascension of earth’s consciousness will require all of our support to birth her offspring.

As we open up psychically through these next generations and incarnations we will need to be conscious and mindful what we allow to flow through us.

We can agree, from the film saga’s that the dragon already broke the world once.

El and One already had the conflict that opened up the upside down world.

They already went back in time in The Adam Project and screwed up the future for all.

Evelyn already did what she did to her daughter that caused her to feel so much pain, emptiness and sorrow for her future.

Whatever it is that happened to us- it already happened! Now it is the time to put it back together.

WE are the dragon reborn.

We are Eleven.

We are Evelyn, and Adam, Adam and Eve.

We are El, We are God. And we are also the friends, family, and support for the main character.

It doesn’t matter what role you play, we each have our own role to play.

AND it is so important to remember that above all else- you are the one sitting in the theater, front and center, in-joying this whole performance.

If you are not having fun, learning, growing, and inspiring yourself with what you see?

Then change your perspective.

Get a little freaky in the costume department.

Tell the director to get out of your chair and do something better with the main character.

In fact, spend a day in the janitors closet, cleaning up after everybody at the end of the day- and then see what role you like playing.

We are witnessing one of the greatest shows this world has ever seen. And in many ways we are the lucky ones because we are in the story! And we should also be entertained.

I believe that if there is a reason for everything, then there is a reason we are on a beautiful green rock floating through space and time having a human experience that more often then not; puts me on my couch watching shows like Stranger Things, and MTV’s The Challenge. (oof, did I discredit myself there?)

If we are meant to be entertained and maintained in a certain frame of mind, then I have to believe that this is that time in the game.

This is where we pause, wait, learn, and absorb information until we are invited to go out and see the new world we’ve landed upon.

The universe is pointing me towards microdosing mushrooms while meditating on a lifetime where I studied martial arts and trained warriors as my practice, while watching movies like ‘Everything’ (and everything magic and superhero) where the characters emanate and show these movements in an artistic and creative way.

We are collectively resourcing from all of our different timelines, past/present/future lifetimes, versions, dimensions and densities of ourselves; looking for the one thread that weaves them all together.

You may or may not experience this directly, and oftentimes you won’t because the mind has a hard time calculating and interpreting this complex information through.

That is why in the end of ‘Everything’ Evelyn is the only one who holds the portals to the dimensions.

Eve is chosen for the Garden of Eden is hers to claim. Only a few have the ability to hold the One power.

And like they said in the movie, those beings will be balanced by others who keep them light, gentle, and kind to others. Those who respond with ease in the face of adversity.

We have all been set up perfectly to have the most epic time together.

The greatest audition in human history, and you were cast to play an earth star!

Don’t take this time for granted and also lavish, revel, and in-joy the time that you do have here on this rock.

There are incarnation were you are only a pebble of sand, with nothing else around you but a distant peace of silence and emptiness.

But your soul chose to be here right now for this messy, loud, chaotic and also wonderful time.

Focus on what you have to be grateful for. Look at all of the wins you have already won all around you.

Find your blessings and bless yourself with them every day.

You are everything, everywhere, all at once, all around you.

Life is precious. See the joy in your creation. Love, as they say; is the only way.

“Every new discovery is just a reminder… we’re all small and stupid.”

"I Wasn't Looking For You So I Could Kill You. I Was Just Looking For Someone Who Could See What I See, Feel What I Feel."
"Every Rejection, Every Disappointment Has Led You Here To This Moment"

"Of All The Places I Could Be, I Just Want To Be Here With You."

"When I Choose To See The Good Side Of Things, I'm Not Being Naive. It Is Strategic And Necessary. It's How I Learned To Survive Through Everything."

Everything Everywhere All At Once <3

Thank you for being,

El

You are Chosen

El, All, Friend. You are the one who fulfills all of your lifetimes. One tree is all trees- you are a perfect player in the game of creation. Be here now, stand strong in what you believe. The world is waiting to hear you roar.

The Fourth Message & Closing

If you have taken the journey all the way to this moment, this word, in this space and time:

consider yourself upgraded to a new level of awareness. You’ve seen through a new lens and taken in a new perspective. A look through kaleidoscope eyes into a different dimension.

I hope that this flex of a conversation is stirring more questions, curiosities, and inquisitions.

This is an invitation to explore these truths, woven in the fabric of the universe, for yourself.

You already know that mass, meaning, and mystery are the trick of the trade.

So can you use these inside secrets to unlock the codes of something more?

Who knows, maybe it is the amnesia that keeps us spinning these stories… trying to find a way out of this culture of memory loss; coveted in devotion to capitalism.

I however choose to believe that there is something bigger than the illusions I was born into, because I feel the echos of other times I’ve woken up and seen it with my own eyes.

All I, you, we can do; is be the best version of ourselves that we can be, and build communities and safe havens for our little people to not just survive, but thrive in their earth palace.

Where all beings are resourced. A world where everyone can be themselves.

I think one of the most powerful messages in Stranger Things, and Wheel of Time, and all of the other super hero phenomena that reveal different layers of reality, is that; they all point to a coming together of all different characters, with all their own energies, working with each other to put the world back together again.

As El progresses throughout each season, the bonds between the female characters grow, just as much as the relationships between the masculine and feminine.

It is essential that in every relationship with self and other, we are honoring the multidimensionality of each human being.

It is a normal human experience to question the human experiment.

The energy, right now, is asking each and everyone of us to reveal our unique super power, take responsibility for the crucial role we each play, and finish the game.

This is the challenge, and it is challenging; yes, but it is also very rewarding.

This isn’t the time to save anybody, or convince anyone that they aren’t seeing correctly.

This is the time to get sovereign in your own feeling and field of knowing. To be clear about who you are, and what you believe, first and foremost; before all else.

Time, tick tock, the clock; it’s all about getting on your own frequency. About holding the timeline that is most in tune with your energy, your cosmology, your flow.

As the bond strengthens between the masculine and feminine kundalini energies and the intelligence grows in our world- we will all begin to see.

Now this isn’t propaganda for a new earth or 5d ascension.

When you do not consent to artificial timelines and outsourced illusions, you see that even the spiritual realms have their traps..

Your work isn’t going to happen anywhere else then right where you are right here right now, on the land that you have been summoned to.

Stop waiting for aliens to come, or the great grand flash to change everything in your life.

If you are here reading this right now, it can confidently be said that you are the alien coming to save your soul. YOU are the one.

If you have been on this path for a while you know the extra dimensional beings are already making contact if you are an energetic match to hear, see, and receive them.

If you' are waiting for some big “event” to happen outside of you- I can say from experience that it will definitely be personal, before it will be felt collectively.

Now that’s not to say this is true for everyone, but I do believe it is true for you.

You wouldn’t be here, a match for this message, if you weren’t awakened on some level to humanity’s ascension story.

It’s like being in the inner circle, the Dusty’s, El’s, Max’s and Nancy’s, who know what’s happening while the rest of Hawkins, Indiana is asleep to the monsters and demons attacking in the night.

Hollywood loves the doom and gloom, so always their shows and ways of entertaining and training us, will be towards an illusion of darkness and the “end.”

It is the personal belief of this author though, that the darkness isn’t something separate from us. And it isn’t something to be feared and destroyed all together. In fact, distancing ourselves from it and demonizing it, is actually what made it so powerful to begin with.

When the darkness is portrayed it is often distorted towards suffocating and demonizing the feminine. It’s funny how the propoganda is to reveal all that is sexy, wild, and free- as somehow bad and destroying to all things. Nancy stuck inside the kingdom of Vecna for the first part of the season finale is so resonant to the story of Persephone and her descent into the underworld.

She was a wild young maiden who was taken by the king of the underworld in Greek mythology and held captive in the underworld until her mother tore the world apart trying to find her.

She is a symbol of how the feminine energy on this planet was taken into the darkness and made to show, in full potency, what the full force of the motherline could do.

In history classes we learned that villages throughout time were raped and communities pillaged. The more powerful men were: the more the warriors, savages and crazed men took the sacred homes, women, and children of those they deemed weaker.
”Survival of the fittest,” they say. And of course it’s true, but it’s only part of the truth.

That’s how they like to keep it in this earth training entertaining politicking son of a matrix.

However the full story, is the one that hasn’t been told for ages; and it is this- though a powerful man may stronger then some, he is certainly not stranger than the many.

Nothing is stronger than the all standing together. Especially when the all are also remembering and actively connecting to the energy of all that is around them: acting and working together as one.

There are codes everywhere, and you can see them if you believe in them.

Especially if you honor the lineage of your ancestry, your soul, and you take a lion hearted leap into the unknown to claim your calling and legacy.

This world is going to need leaders, especially as more things shatter and fault all around around us.

It is in the unravelling, when all hope seems lost- that together we are able to put the world back together.

Manifest a timeline for yourself and all to be at peace and in harmony with the greater good.

Follow the breadcrumbs of your soul song and listen to the messages that are being spoken all around you.

This moment is the beginning of you tuning into your own resonance.

If you’ve said yes to hearing this message then you know you have committed to a cause that is far beyond what you can understand from a human perspective. But you know.

The lion hearted always know.

There is a lineage of royal bloodline, that has descended onto this planet for a cause that will be made known soon.

This message was encoded for those specific people to find, and hear like a ROAR that wakes you up. Literally, like a phone ringing inside your heart waiting to be picked up. Like a seed nesting for the perfect time to resurrect itself.

I can see you all as we receive and read these words together. Light in our eyes. Harmony in our intentions.

Take these energetic resources with you as you create your dens, and build your pride, and honor the lion, the leo, the royalty that lives inside of your bloodline. Your soul family has successfully served worlds for eons, and we thank you for being with us at this time.

The energy is calling for action towards a goal and cause that is infinitely devoted to who you be in your divine majesty, and how you share your resources and power with others. This time needs leaders, and you are one of the ones called to lead.

There is an epic journey ahead and for sure it is going to be marinated with monsters and demigorgons like we have never seen before, but at the same time those are just a parallel dimension of something left undone.

We’ve called back to this moment to heal the timelines. To remedy the place and space in all of our hearts and sources where the world went wrong.

This is a message for the big haired, wild warriors of the truth. The flame keepers. Public Speakers. Music weavers. The ones who are not afraid to guide others on a journey.

The world needs you to use your voice.

The earth is crying for you to use your power’s of persuasion and conversation and let your channel and transmission be a blueprint for all to follow.

You are a template of authenticity. And this world needs your wild mane and mystery!!

There is a time to use your power, your voice, and your inner knowing and it is now.

In the high heats of summer, there will be an offering for humans of the lion lineages to come together and recommit to their authentic voice and leadership abilities.

In the mean time, keep following the clues, and who knows? Maybe there will be a part two of this series, after the grand finale that the summer ahead unfolds.

Keep being you. That is the realness. That is the medicine. That is the truth.

Authenticity Mystery

A live shot, in the moment, of me writing these words to you (well until the second dog plopped down). This is an affirmation to lead wherever you’re at, exactly as you are. No more hiding, or being ashamed. This is the tale of your beautiful, unabashed mystery project. It’s time to show up in your majesty and reveal to earth the royalty that we’re all meant to be a part of creating.

The Third Message

So let’s get into more of the good stuff, huh?

You came here for… well you probably don’t even know why you wanted to read these messages, but there was something your intuition pinged on and you just couldn’t shake it.

That’s how this kind of thing works, I sit over here and download a message, but what that really means; is that I work with the energies of both you and me to transmit a message that we both need to hear right now. You over there in your space time continuum, me over here in mine. Regardless- we are doing this together.

I wouldn’t be here if it weren’t for you. And I know that the ‘you’ I am talking to might not even exist as I write this, or a timeline may need to change for you to be able to receive. But I am going to write, none the less in hopes that one day the right person at the right time receives it.

So that is what we are here to do today… You and me- we are going to write this together.

Well I will write, and you will receive.

The energy seeks eternalization, remember?

It is only showing itself to me because I’ve promised to deliver it.

And it’s also being shown to you, because some part of you has agreed to carry it on.

So acknowledge yourself, also, as a messenger- a deliverer of the knowledge that wants to come through from the realms not seen by most.

We are living in a very interesting time when consciousness is moving very swiftly.

If you are reading these words, I applaud you.

It is a wonder to be showing up to anything anymore that is not quick, easy to digest, and in a sense- artificial.

Our willingness to dive into a spiritual conversation as poetic, and I’ll admit; heavy on the metaphors, is truly a rare and beautiful bread. For this and many reasons- I love you!

Recognize and acknowledge the inner flame of truth that is burning inside of you in this very moment, for that is more real than any of this.

You are a keeper of fire, a tender to the light. A lion hearted soul bird that knows there is something more to life than the superficial film of artificial limitations.

It is only in the slowing down, and simmering in the silence of nothingness; that the everything is revealed.

Okay okay… Let’s talk El from Stranger Things.

We see her first come onto the scene as a quirky, shaved head, magnificent soul who is embraced by a group of boys.

Now, from here on out I’m going to share from a perspective of the ALL. Taking the idea that: if we are connecting to and enlivened by everything, then we can choose to tune into the perfect reality that feels the best to our mind, body, and soul. This means that we listen to and acknowledge the messages and guidance from the everythingness that is communicating all around us, while also remaining discerning and present with why it all matters: right here, right now.

So- television, and the entertainment industry is a wonderful way to collectively communicate the artistry of universal conversation.

I’ll do my best to explain concepts so vast…

Entertainment is from a latin origin that means to inter ‘among’ + tenere ‘to hold’, or- to maintain in a certain condition.

I say this because, as I move forward with this conversation- it is always good to keep in heart and mind, that there is distortion.

My perspective will always be different than yours and no matter how many ways I try to explain it; I still will never grasp the full potentiality of how you see things.

Which means that as you read and start to tune into and listen to your reality: start from a place of having already tuned into yourself, first.

You need to know what your truth sounds like, before you can know what the truth sounds like in the world around you.

Okay so if you’ve ever been on a psychedelic trip before (through substances, plant medicine, or any sort of breathwork, spiritual awakening, what have you) you may have experienced this….When a download comes through; it often comes in fast, powerful, and with a well of information that seems beyond words. Often when you try to sit down and translate those insights, so someone else can see and feel what you’ve experienced- you find yourself grasping at wisps of ethereal wisdom that are inevitably impossibly to ground down.

But I’m going to try.

El is a pivotal character in the saga of our current human story.

We are all going to experience a shift in consciousness in this lifetime. No matter what- something in your life is going to happen that changes the course of your future.

One day you will be un phased by events, new earths, and even aliens because “Stranger things” have already happened in your own life to prove that you know nothing and everything is possible.

In general though, most people have become apathetic to most matrix stimuli.

Would you be shocked these days? To hear of some new big event happening?

Some big flash of insight that shifts the timelines for all?

We’ve experienced it. The Covid Shaman, (as one of my teacher’s Pilar Lesko calls it) that shut the world down.

For one moment, we were all at one standstill. For one second in time the earth held a breath together.

Of course we all experienced it in different ways, from our own individual lens of experience, but we all saw it.

On that, we all can agree.

And it changed everything.

2020 rippled us all into new timelines.

We are still feeling the exhale.

The codes unravelling… new lifetimes to begin.

Never before have we been aware of something together, as an entire species. Or at least at such a great mass.

The internet, like all things in our early realm, is a mirror of what is happening on an energetic level. Put any word you want here, energetic/spiritual/mental/imaginal/metaphysical/unseen…

All that we are experiencing out there is a symbol, fractal, mirror of what is living within our own flesh and blood.

We are expanding rapidly on planet earth as a human consciousness. I’m not saying that everyone is accelerating at the same speed or living in the same dimension of experience. Those are two different things.

Instead; I’m speaking of the ones who are allowing the portals of space and time to advance their inner technologies, just as rapidly as the outer technology is speeding up around them.

What are only thoughts now: are lived experiences in a near, but distant future.

The only thing; both standing in the way of, AND essential in the creation of that future- is the person that is sitting here reading this now.

Stranger Things Season 1 begin in 2016… this is the same year that many people would collectively agree that they had a spiritual awakening or another upgrade or enhancement to their crystalline experience since the 2012 ascension.

Think back.. what were you doing then?

A lot of the narratives in recent movies echo this idea that at some point in the distant past, someone “broke” something. Time, space, consciousness… fill in the blanks. Something was broken.

If you haven’t watched the most recent season of Stranger Things, part one- you will likely want to pause before you continue.

We now know that it was at the beginning of this strange journey that we have been on for the last five years or so, that the door to the upside down world was opened by Eleven and One

Nancy and friends simultaneously realize they are in a dimension; frozen in time and space on the same day that one and eleven had their epic throw down.

In The Adam Project, they allude to something similar; that someone from the future used new technology to go back in time and alter something. IE- time and space were broken/changed/transported.

Kind of like the vibes of 2020.

Many will say they had a similar experience in 2012, and can agree that the portal between 2012- 2021 was significant in the timelines.

All of the newer Abrahamic religions have a similar thread to them: a coming of age story about a Messiah, or some revelation of God, that has or will appear in the near future and change the world/bring heaven on hearth/Restore earth to the garden of eden.

Whatever the story is, there is a common theme.

El, from ‘Stranger’ is where I’m going to start this saga of comparison into the revelations of our current state of affairs for humanity

Because I relate to her on levels of both name, psychic power, and spiritual guidanceship.

Though I’ve admittedly never gotten a nose bleed.

She; El, is a perfect representation of the divine feminine journey. And not in the sense of woman and man, but in the greater story of our human evolution.

SHE, the feminine/Goddess/Divine Mother/Gaia/Ancestress, whatever it is that you'd like to call her-

Is very much alive and well in the realms of humanity. Like El, SHE may have remained dormant and underground. In hiding, and even experimented upon, but she never actually went anywhere.

SHE, in the wild essence of pure raw feminine energy, can be a crazed and evil bitch/witch if you want her to be. A Goddess of death if you need her to be.

SHE does not hide from any part of life because she is both the creator, the sustainer, and the destroyer of all things.

Like Kali MA from Hindu mythology, drinking the blood of all the fallen demons so momma Durga could finally slay the darkness and finish the war.

The energy of SHE is beyond our current story of creation. Beyond the patriarchal roles of one man to rule them all. Beyond the HIStory. Now, we begin to hear HER story.

El is a perfect example because she holds the power of the ALL.

Stay with me because I will explain this in detail.

We see El emerge in season one as a neutral figure, with her bald head and hospital gown; taken in immediately by a warm cladded brotherhood of male energy.

The feminine, in this story since the beginning, has been central, present, important, and also taking in and learning from the people all around her. Se doesn’t fully understand how this world works yet.

She also doesn’t understand completely what’s at stakes. She enters into the story, both innocent and powerful in her approach. She is never underestimated by her masculine counterparts, though there is a discerning “divine father” figure, she’s left to liberate and separate herself from as she grows into her own.

But the real story is about El remembering who she is, realizing she is the one both staring, directing and creating the entire story. And she will be the one to put things right again.

That is how the energy has been reading over the last few years: A download of new human consciousness has been born. El; being a finite reflection of the infinite source of divine energy available to us. El meaning God. El symbolizing a new God molecule on earth at this time.

The last time this influx of energy occurred here on earth, it entered into predominantly male born bodies.

Men are strong and balancing in their divine masculine. It made sense to give them the power of the seed, so the prophecy of creation could be fulfilled.

In the early times of procreating, it was probably unknown that the man had anything to do with the woman having a baby. The mechanics of “how” came long after the primal desire of their animal bodies to organically gravitate towards other bodies for co-regulation, connect, and sexual animal body chemistry.

One day, one type of animal becomes pregnant with an offspring. Before science and study, and consciousness raising- it probably took a while to understand that it was the masculine counterpart who planted the see for growth there.

The father and the mother both work together for creation, but it is the mother whose story is highlighted the most in the process of its becoming.

Yet El is born into the world; with men being the predominant figure, friend, and foe in all of these seasons.

This is because the mother wants all of her children- the masculine and the feminine and all in between and beyond to live! She wants all of life to eternalize together.

I believe the human story, like El, is just like life force energy seeking eternalization. The story of all of us seeking to live.

Her powers point to the next evolution in our human experience.

At some point in our recent human story, the tides shifted. Things changed. New rules were made.

The mother energy that was lying dormant and studying the penetrating masculine: is awake and ready to take back her central role in the story of creation.

The divine mother protects her children; fiercely and ravenously!

The divine father, her sacred counter part and watchful eyes; keeps the peace- calmly and distantly; encouraging the next generation to go out and create more life.

The Wheel of Time is another show that portrays these balanced masculine and feminine principles of this level in our human game.

The male body overused the one’s power. The sources power. The life power.

In the Wheel of Time they talk about the Dragon Reborn. The legend is that the last time someone had the ONE power of this magnitude, it was a man that “broke the world.” The Dragon.

The legend also says that it is the Dragon Reborn that puts the world back together.

Now.. I haven’t seen beyond the first season of WOT, so I don’t know what happens in the books or who that actually ends up being (although they allude to it being Rand), but in season one; the Dragon Reborn is supposed to be one of a few different people in a unique group of boys and girls. Both men and women, masculine and feminine, acting as one.

In the show, they also show the Aes Sedai as having a sacred masculine counterpart that protects, guardians, and serves, the divine feminine as she channels the power of the One.

We each hold masculine and feminine energy inside of us. Called Yin/Yang, Solar/Lunar, the right/left hemispheres of our brain and our bodies, the way our politics are polarized to one side and the other. Our inhale and our exhale. It is the natural rhythm and coherence of the universe. Day and night. Light and dark. In and out. Good and bad. We are constantly a being in motion.

The energy has been polarized towards one dominance for some time now on this planet, but we are now receiving the upgrades of our ancient future weaving all parts together as one.

A time when both the old ways of earth tending and Goddess worship ritual unite with the new divine masculine consciousness and counterpart.

Like El, It has emerged into our reality; learned, resourced, and united with friends and foe to rebuild the world again.

In order to upgrade and ascend the earth energies, a cleansing and purification has happened and will continue to happen until the new consciousness finds its rebalanced and coherent flow. This is what we’ve been, and are experiencing now.

Another reason I relate to El is because of the tattoos on her arm.

Having grown up with the teachings of the Holocaust haunting my consciousness, I always wanted to get a tattoo on my inner arm to symbolize life. Chai’ | Hebrew חי (a Hebrew word for LIFE) imprinted and woven into an infinity symbol that connected this life to the eternal life of creation on my left wrist.

The story of El seems intimately connected and interwoven with the original Abrahamic religion; Judaism.

I cannot talk about her story from my perspective and ignore it.

The Jews were taken to concentration camps and had numbers tattooed on the inside of their wrists to identify them.

Their names were stripped, their heads were shaved, and most were murdered, and many of them were even experimented on like El, 011, was.

I’ve had certain conversations with my sister-in-law, an ancient Israeli woman who lives in the far desert lands of Israel, and comes from a family that discovered one of the biblical cities talked about in the old testament/Torah, about past lives and our own personal relationship with the Holocaust.

From both of our perspectives, God is good and will always protect his children. So we both asked, why would we, our people; the “chosen ones” who are meant to be God’s prophets and spread God’s word: have to go through such a devastating cleanse and purification like the holocaust?

Like El, why would someone who is good and innocent have to be studied and incubated and taken from their mother, simply for being different from every one around them?

She tells me, my sis in law, that she also believes we all have our purpose, and if there was a reason for God to put us through such horror, then it was for a reason beyond and for the highest good of all.

My sis and I bonded when we realized our kindred passion for energy healing (my first ever energy healing came from her actually in Israel), and memories of past life knowings and unexplained fears that could only be explained by living through the holocaust or something like it in some other lifetime.

Side note- all of our ancestors at one point or another in history have experienced some sort of war, cleansing, or purification. Though this may feel like a personal connection I’m making- I believe we are all able to connect with El on some level in our ancestry, even if we don’t mentally realize why.

For whatever reason, all movies and stories relate together to form this great representation of our earth play. So this is a story for all of us.

So..

There was a chosen one “001” whose powers were so strong and out of control that an entire research study and plan was built to sustain and study these beings.

We learn now that they did, in fact, create a way to control their psychic powers: something small that ended up being really powerful

A tool to sedate and control the ONE.

In this case, it is the masculine; or the first dragon (WOT) that could break reality.

He wanted nothing to do with his family. He saw the way the world needed fixing, and he only wanted to destroy what had been built before him.

His methods were to rip people open from the inside out by acting as some hidden psychic force and that drove people to death from sickness and distortion.

The clock, tick toks in the background symbolizing the timing of everything.

As if that is important information.

Like a key to the great puzzle and mystery.

Again tick tock. tick tock. tick tock. Inhale, exhale.

Rhythm. the drum, binaural beats, heart beats.. There is a sound, rhythm, and harmony to the universe.

Kairos is the idea that there is a sacred timing to all things, and that if one can sync up with their own personal timeline, they can ascend to the soul level experience of this earth game.

For whatever reason, it is important to pay attention to our timelines right now. AND to really focus our energies on the visions and creations we are most interested in setting forth into motion at this present moment in time; moving forward

Allow the vision to be strong, but flexible. Keep your prayers loud and regular. Have your own secrets and personal ambitions that are sacred. Build temple spaces erected to what your soul believes in.

There is a new consciousness emerging and it, like El, is changing the fabric of our known universe.

What once was only games and silly conversation, like Vecna and Dungeons & Dragons, isn’t just fantasy anymore when you understand the plays of psychic games and consciousness that are creating the fabrics of universe all around us.

The most recent Stranger Things ad on insta shows portals opening around planet earth with people anticipating and calling forth the spirit that is on the other side of these entertainment portals.

Of course these ads are showing demons and monsters, but they’re also showing El. El; Hebrew for God.

Where are you sending your energy right now? To God? Source? Or to demons of fear?

It’s so simple. Stranger things have happened.

What if it was as plain as choosing that you believe in life, and from here on out: only giving your time, energy, and intention to people, places, work and relationships that you believe creates more sustainable life?

What allows your life force energy to flow more easily??

El is a symbol of hope. A sign of God on the horizon. All of these shows and movies that depict fantasy and comedy amidst doom and gloom and destruction- they are entertaining and of course have their distortions, but the creator can speak through ALL mediums.

And if you injoy tv, like I do, then you learn that spirit is there too if you know exactly how to tune into it in every location.

We will see the battle of El and the demon of the underworld this summer and the ever evolving tale of life that will spin us all forward through 2022, but believe this.

We are in a vital portal of manifestation currently.

What you focus on will grow.

El is a symbol of the upgraded, cleansed consciousness, who is aligning masculine and feminine, friends and foe to work together and bring about a new lifetime.

Believe in God. Believe in El, who not only separated the world into two, but who will bring the two worlds to completion in one whole unified stream of consciousness.

I do not consent to propoganda and artificial stimulants that says we are splitting. I believe what the energy is telling us right now, is that we are actually coming together.

We are realizing what is important. We are being initiated into what is REAL. We aren’t questioning who we are anymore, or what our role is.

We are being asked to step the fuck up and be a walking embodiment of the truth that we seek to feel and experience in this lifetime!

We, who are doing it for our children.

We, who are doing it for our future.

We, who are doing it for the continuation of life to evolve on this beautiful planet of solar and earth energies coming together and cocreating a beautiful convergence of soul led earth activism, to resurrect a garden of eden that once lived only in the dream realm.

El, like. the Aes Sedai, represents the female finding her balance with the masculine forces of the universe and all working together to call more light/energy/consciousness/one source power/ energy/ better life onto planet earth at this time.

We are currently fixating on the world that was once broken because all threads are being unwoven and exposed for what they really are.

Sometimes it’s hard to see it, and it takes a while to get there, but in the end all truth will be revealed.

The water incubators and journey that El goes on go reclaim her memory and essentially the rest of who she is, is truly a psychedelic journey with hints and illusions of a shamanistic storytelling, She revisits her initiations into adulthood when she discovered that even a pure act of kindness could do harm. Through intentional memory and soul reclamation ceremony, she is emerged through water, floating through her own birth canal of her memories, and in the end it is the sound of herself crying from her own mother’s womb and voice on the other side that brings her back to life.

The Chosen One

Her opponent, Vecna, is this “shadow” masculine counterpart to El, who has great power and and is technically the chosen “One.” His first act after falling to the dark side is to slay his own mother. His own connection to source and his feminine lineage.

The shadow masculine took out the feminine first because it was the only energy that could “see” him for what he really was. IE The only being/energy that held power over him.

Vecna, is a symbol of the chosen one having an imbalanced power. One that sees itself separate and more important than the universe around it, and who wants to destroy it and conquer it rather than honor it and serve it’s sensitive glory.

El symbolizes the “one’s” power, balanced in a body that instills the support and encouragement of family and community, and whose appearance gives everyones life purpose, meaning and a reason to go forward.

El is a light, a flame of truth, a kindling to ignite your own inner awakening and sacred rebellion. If you aren’t finding it in tv shows or this long deep dive, I can guarantee that it is already waiting for you somewhere totally unique to your dimension of this human experience.

El is your permission to believe in your inner power, and take responsibility for the psychic abilities that you possess, and your ability to move mountains in your community by being yourself and owning your fierce and ferocious greatness.

Like the lion hearted tribes of Judah, your presence is the gateway. See and seek the support and resiliency in the beings and beasts that surround and support you.

We are all part human part something else… psychic being/part animal/mother/daugher/sister/brother/father/El/Dusty/Chosen Ones 011s and the dragons who are us, but better and reborn.

We have already created the world that we know we’re here for.

This summer.

She. He. We Will Rise.

Love <3 Always,

El

The Journey Has Already Begun

You are being led somewhere, but you are also leading. Speak up lion hearted leader of the mountain people. You are a lion in Zion. A King among queens. A queen among Kings. A being living and remembering their royal lineage. You’ve walked this path many lifetimes. Remember that you already know the way.

The Second Message

Our reasons for connecting and partnering with other people in relationships is multidimensional. There are soul contracts, energetic agreements, and karma weaving and unweaving its artistry.

On a very human, animalistic level: our bodies need each other to co-regulate. Our energetic field is similar to a collective nervous system; in that it learns and grows by collaborating with other sources of energy. The way our body’s understand what is “real” and present in any given situation is by feeling into the body’s of energy around it. It’s why we gravitate towards objects that are comforting to us as children, like binkies and blankies; and things that were imprinted by our mothers as energetic sources of safety in cohabitation.

Our body’s are always harmonizing with the bodies around us; whether they be animal bodies, spiritual bodies, or another person.

We are hardwired to work together; just like a tree whose roots are buried into the lineage and ancestry of all other trees before it and beside it.

One tree is all trees, because all are connected to the same source.

Being in deep relation with another healthy bodied being, can be one of the most regulating mechanisms to our nervous systems.

One of the rules of energy is that it is always seeking to eternalize itself. IE- it finds the paths of least resistance so that it can continue living and flowing.

That is why changing deeply wired habitual patterns and behaviors is hard- because you not only have to create new grooves in your psyche, but also encourage the energy to flow in an unhabituated direction.

Just like our own habits influence the world around us, other people and beings that we spend time with and exchange a lot of energy with, will start to inform our aura, just as our body and field will start to inform theirs.

Both Auras, with enough exchange, start to work together consciously to inform each other and share information. This is so that each energy body can establish its safest and most effortless eternalization.

So we can use this awareness to start transforming ourself, and the world around us from the inside out.

For example, if you are looking to build strength, whether that’s emotionally, physically energetically, etc..- having a healthy, well, and able bodied partner or animal can support your own health and being. Just as strength training and developing a new practice like running- may also in turn give strength to situations you are experiencing and people you are experiencing them with.

At the same time, your pet or partner is agreeing (either consciously or on a soul level, always both) to supporting you in building your strength.

Sometimes it means that the co-regulator will have to do more work, per say; to transfer the strength to their counterpart. This can look many different ways. Like how El in Stranger Things gives her power to protect her friends, and it inevitably drains her. Sometimes giving others strength, means revealing your own weaknesses.

This is just an example though. Let’s say you are looking to build more wealth and obtain more resources, so maybe you find a partner who amplifies those qualities in their life. When you learn to co-regulate with a field that holds a greater energetic source- often your energy field can learn how to work with that much more energy in your own capacity.

The same thing if you are looking to clear your energy field of what isn’t serving- become a nomad and stripping away to the bear essentials, while co-regulating your nervous system with a backpacking group, doing the same- is an effective way to inform your energy body of a new way of flowing.

Now, I feel like it needs to be said that what I’m talking about here is a harmonious, co-regulation of energy. Energy is seeking eternalization, so if there is disease, abuse, trauma, pain- any disruptions of a healthy system- then the fields may sync up in ways that don’t feel right; either ever, or anymore.

Maybe you’re asking then, “so what is a harmonious relationship that supports my energy flow?”

Think about a relationship that isn’t shadowed by the ego’s identity with it. Bring to mind your favorite pet, plant, crystal, friend, or even a child..( since they are still so young and egoless that they often create harmony just by being there.) Ask yourself these questions…

What is it about caring for that body, feeding that body, feeling holding or petting that body, simply being around that body- do for your nervous system? How is it supporting you right now to feel more able to be in your body? Does it, do they make you feel better just by being around them? Do they feel happier by being around you? That is a harmonious co-regulation of your energy field.

This is why all of us being together, and connecting and sharing our stories, voice, presence, magical insights and ability to see and feel what each other feels for brief special moments in time is important medicine right now.

When energy is not working together towards a common goal, we see things like rips, tears, leaks, blocks, and discrepancies in the field. You’ll notice that you, and/or things around you will start to lose energy. When there is constant stress on a channel, eventually the flow will be disrupted; resulting in a chronic loss of energy in some part of the system.

Energy seeks eternalization.

No matter how much you continue to fill yourself back up, if there is something in your body, or in relationship to another body that is dis-regulating your field, something will always feel kind of “off.”

At this point, I think many people would start to scan the relationships in their life- checking which ones are healthy energy regulations and which ones are causing disharmony. Scanning can be considered both a trauma response and an energetic superpower depending on how you use it. However you learned it, know that being able to read the energy of your field is a tool and you can use it for good. For this conversation though, let’s put aside any part of you that wants to give responsibility; and hence- energy, away to any body else.

This transmission isn’t being dropped into your lap just to encourage a blame game.

This is call for you to start taking responsibility for the reality you’ve created. This is for you to start making positive change by becoming more harmonic in your own being and the beings around you.

The truth is that every single one of us needs each other. We can not do this life thing alone.

We are hardwired not too.

We need to bounce our ideas off of each other, and have other hands to help us create our dreams and build our vision of the future. As humans we are small in stature, but mighty in numbers when we are working together towards a common goal. Channeling all of our energy into one co-created project.

This is how we eternalize, this is how we grow.

The one constant is evolution.

The one constant is consciousness evolving.

The one thing we know to be absolutely true is that life keeps existing in some new and ever changing way.

So do your due diligence to keep the energy flowing.

Not sexually, but energetically.

Intentionally. By being together and working together, and supporting each other to be better humans imprinting on the future.

We are supporting the fields just by being in harmony with each other.

Think about what the world would look like…

If we had more space for sacred circles. If we we treated each other more like sister and brother and started with compassion and connection rather than hate and fear.

If healing, and hands on medicinal touch, became more personal and ceremonial, instead of sterile and patriarchal. How safer could we feel in our bodies if we localized healing structures?

If soul family and friendship could be held to higher esteem, and honored as the chosen families we came to earth to do this work with.

If honoring our lineage and bloodlines and doing the work to liberate ancestral trauma and heal paternal lines of guilt and maternal lines of energetic wilt was mainstream narrative.

If honoring our bodies and softening our hearts were just as vital to systems as paying our taxes

If the weird and woo were listened to for new ideas that could make things better, rather than vilified for seeing things differently.

It’s quite common for disruptions and frustrations to cause your own field to feel out of disorder. This world is a mess of chaos and unfathomable but undeniable method to the madness and mayhem.

That’s why it’s important to do your own energetic clearing and curating practices. To know who you are in a world that wants you to forget it.

How interesting is it to be awake in a matrix designed to give you amnesia?

To remember the sound of a memory from the you before you forgot everything.

Energy is always speaking and advocating for itself to continue living. Life will always justify why it deserves to be alive, just as you would fight for your own life if the time came.

If you are wondering how, why, where, or how to keep the energy flowing, start by deciphering the messages around you now.

Look to your people. Who and what are you co-regulating with? What type of pets, people, partners, pets, projects are you naturally drawn to surround yourself with and learn from.

What is your soul trying to unlock here based on what you’re already doing?

They say we find partners that look like we do, or sometimes look like parent or past partners…Where are you seeking harmony? What is your reality reflecting back to you?

One of the ways we naturally co-regulate with another energy is by placing our hand or directing our hand chakra energy towards another energy body. That’s one way our body scans energy is by reaching out, touching, feeling, molding and sensing the energy of another with our hands. The hands communicate in a way that the voice can not. The hands have their own sign language, and many lineages of mudras and different hand gestures that send or symbolize a message, code or word.

The hands speak in a different dimension of conversation.

Your hands are the portals/main channels/extensions of you heart chakra and are always working and rearranging energy to be in most harmony for your body’s forward movement.

There will be a whole thread directly speaking about Stranger Things, but Vecna is a perfect example of the way the heart chakra works; you have many hands available to you on an energetic level that extend from the heart.

The shadow side, which is what is often highlighted in the distortion (because we love the drama), is that other people also have many armed heart chakras, and almost everyone is unconscious of it. Due to our current reality and circumstances, there are a lot of ways that these energy arms have developed unhealthy attachments to energy sources that are not their own. These chords are from this lifetime, other lifetimes, some are conscious and actively channeling energy to and with us and others are dormant and just haven’t been cleaned up yet.

If you start to worry about attachments, and entities on you… pause, breathe: there is no need!

This is all part of the learning experience!

We are just rocks tumbling through the galaxy observing, witnessing, and changing as we grow.

Of course, now I am attaching meaning; which we learned in the first transmission is one of the tricks, but breaking the rules is part of the fun.

I’m doing this my way. With my voice. My vision. I know that many won’t make it even this far in the message, and that’s okay.

Because this is only meant for a few.

What they don’t show in such graphic detail on Stranger Things, is the super power of the heart chakra.

The many arms, and many hands are depicted in Gods and Goddesses from ancient cultures from all around the earth; dancing the universe into creation.

On a spiritual level, we are many bodied beings. On a human level we are one great being in many unique individual bodies.

In the multidimensional energy, there are many hands weaving the world together.

We are both a simple string and important thread.

Learn to dance with every part of you.

Hold your mudras. Light your house. Unplug from mainstream fear.

So this is the second message. Co-regulate & harmonize.

Work on your field first. Tend to your own garden. Bring the beats that you want to bump in the lands of eden.

Share and in- joy where you have the abundance.

The energy wants to eternalize!

Where do you want to direct the energy that you have, right here right now: towards the future generations that come after you?

Do you want to build them a well, healthy world to co-regulate with their friends and future families in?

Create the peace you seek.

This is your invitation.

Find your path, your purpose, and your people.

Each of them holds a little piece to the puzzle of the equation you are deciphering the meaning for right now.

If you found a sacred key you might think you have to travel far to unlock the key code, but as we’re learning in this wild living library of experience- the answer is always going to be right under your nose.

And usually right where you left it.

The only way to find the next steps is to look deep inside.

Where is it that you think your soul was going?

How many of these journeys have you been on before?

Like a time jumper through history you’ve sailed the psychic seas of this human mystery.

Let the journey itself be the thing that unlocks you.

Have fun co-regulating with your beings and thank them for all the gifts, guilty pleasures, and guidance that they offer you. There is so much magic waiting to be found in your being with others.

Enjoy your people. Enjoy your plants and pets. Enjoy the the mothership. Enjoy the ride.

Much love always,
El

There is support everywhere

Be open to what is right in front of you. Hiding in the moss is a green, cloaked monk waiting for you to see him. You don’t have to look far for the gurus in the 21st century, called the “Age of Knowing.” They are in the mirror, in the ground, in a friend, in the shell of an ocean wave. This is the art of listening for the messages.

The Messenger

Eliana from Hebrew “el/אֵל” = God + “'aná/עָנָה” = to answer). Eliana means “God has answered me.” It can also be translated as “my God is Yahweh” (a translation from the male name Elijah) and “sun”, “sunlight” and “sunshine” (from ancient Greek “hēlios/ἥλιος)

Full name: Eliana Nicole Miranda, Batzion Bat Yehudit, Bat Lev. The Hebrew translates to; daughter of Zion, daughter of the women of Judea/the women of prayer, daughter of lions.

This is shared with the intention that by you knowing the author’s true name, you can catch a glimpse into the soul of this piece of writing and where it is really coming from. Eliana is on a mission to resurrect the soul’s path and ancient lineage of light bringers, God messengers, daughters of prayer and lion hearted elders; and in that journey- she has been called forth again and again to talk about the importance of speaking our truth.

This article is an attempt at an authenticity mystery storytelling. An opportunity to be real, honest, and vulnerable about the oftentimes quieted thoughts that swim a story inside of the mind’s meditation. This transmission is a permission slip and cheer of encouragement to also go out into the world and share your own voice, lead with your own integrity, and be the authentic word of truth you feel inside of you.

It’s okay if you don’t make sense to everyone- because in most ways you won’t make complete sense to anyone at all. But if you are sharing who you are inside; it is because some parts of you needs to hear it, somewhere out there in the galaxy of space time continuums. When you are connected and sharing a message in support of all, then you are allowing some part of the all to connect with you. Each of us has a mission.

It’s up to you to find yours, and live your own authentic mystery.

Let’s begin:

Today I was told that the 3 tricks of the ma-trix that keep us in amnesia are mass, meaning, and mystery… and yet I will go on to explain how all three of these concepts have lead me this moment of sitting down to write these words to you. Take what you will, leave what doesn’t resonate. I am only the messenger… <3

One of the first massively meaningful experience with mystery that arises to share with you here, is from my childhood growing up in a conservative/borderline orthodox Jewish family home.

Now if I were to share this article with most of the parents, teachers, and Rabbis that shaped who I am in this present moment- they may think that my ability to tie all of these concepts together in the following pages is a false representation of God. However, what I am attempting to do here is actually reveal how the old religions may not have been telling us the whole story, and how there is a greater lens to look through and listen to.

In the following journal I will be sharing my own authentic mystery school, and the multiple dimensions of self that have showed up to help write this script. You will also have seen in the original newspaper articles that cannabis, microdosing mushrooms, carnelian crystal, lions, and other spiritual support systems all took part in this creation.

Let’s begin..

Each year at our Passover sedar (a dinner to celebrate the holiday when the Jews were liberated from their slavery in Egypt), my father would ask me to open the door for Elijah. In this symbolic opening of the doorway to spirit, we would also leave an offering for this enigmatic prophet (usually wine) as we awaited his arrival. The energy in the room always changed at this part of the dinner. I was both mystified and excited at the possibility of a spirit entering our home and marking the coming of Messiah returning to earth. I loved the ritual of it all. In fact, that was most what I loved about our Jewish traditions is that we ritualized the unseen realm and lit candles and sang our prayers for a concept and life form that we couldn’t see with our own two eyes. Something about that idea planted a seed, that would grow into a life of spiritual living.

Something to remember as you move forward in this reading is that life is so incredibly potent, magnificent, spiritually serious; AND it’s also all for the play of things.

So just remember that this is just as much serious as it is imaginative, and that’s exactly the way God like’s it ;)

The story continues..

When I was a young Eliana opening the door for Elijah, I could feel the energy change in the room when he entered. I felt connected to him... Like it was always my duty and responsibility to greet him at the door.

ELijah. ELiana.. I didn’t notice it then, but I look back now and see that there were messages everywhere. A mass of meaning that revealed codes to the mystery, and I’m hooked just as much as I’m illusioned by it. I can see it all in this moment of sharing with you.. The breadcrumbs. The guidance. Everywhere. Since the day I came into this world.

But it’s just so easy not to notice these things. And it’s even easier to forget them…

A few years ago I sat for a past life regression and met a version of myself who I have seen many times looking back at me in the mirror- especially on psychedelics. It was a man, that I was always confused by because I’m alive and well in a female body, and I love being a woman! (At least now I do), but for as long as I can remember- I have seen a dark skinned, dark haired, middle eastern man that was also experiencing life through Eliana’s eyes. His name, I discovered in this session, is Elijah.

Now, if you have forgotten by now- which I’m sure you have because we are living in a realm that tells us to forget what is truth and remember what keeps us imprisoned in our own mind matrix- we forget things on this planet pretty easily.

Side note- the thing about the amnesia matrix, is that no matter what; once you see something it can’t be unseen. It can’t be unfelt. Once there is a lived experience, even if the timelines are healed and everything goes back to the illusion of “normal”; there is always an echo! There is always an imprint. Even if we’ve been told to forget- there is always a memory where there was once meaning. Even if the meaning feels mysterious. It’s a mass that grows each time more meaning is attributed to it through this lifetime. Our mission is to keep refocusing ourself on what matters. That’s why there are bread crumbs. That’s why there are clues everywhere. In this lifetime- we wanted to remember.

SO because we are in a realm of forgetting, I; at this point on my journey of being Eliana had long surpassed the memories of greeting Elijah at my childhood family dinners. It was a distant memory.. I had moved far beyond Judaism, and I was ready to connect with my PAST LIVES & SPIRIT GUIDES! (Insert very excited spiritual ascension newby who had forgotten that she already has connected with these beings her entire life, but now she just wants to put more meaning, labels and titles on them.)

But no matter how much I forgot, no matter how much I searched for the soul, the self, in different areas of life.. the original message… the origin stories, always found their way through.

I share this because; Elijah is helping me write this story. Elijah, Eliana, El- God.. we are all here in this weaving of words.

If you follow my work you may have seen that I encourage people to look up the meaning of their name to better understand their soul’s origin story. It’s one clue we are given at birth, before we can consciously choose for ourselves- our name giving. I believe this is where we start to receive our source codes.. where our own personal origin story begins.

Eliana meaning God has answered me, in my soul research tells me that I am on a mission for a message.

To receive it. To Deliver it. To Be a Keeper of it.

To say things from many different perspectives so that I can hold a greater ability to hear and re-tell the story from many different languages and ways of understanding.

At least that is the mass-ive meaning that I am giving to this mystery of my life. Which I guess is part of the amnesia trap, at least thats what the aliens tell me. ;)

I, personally- am just enjoying the play.

I hope that we can in joy these words together, as a connection to our own sources of creation, and reconnection to the one great creator of us all.

In love always,

El

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You be the judge-

Can you see Elijah- the spirit of a past life who who likes to show himself when I’m in my most natural element; lounging at home, in nature, or high on psychedelics? :) :) :)

The First Message

You want to unlock the truth of the universe?

Remember that it’s all, already; inside of you.

They say the goal of meditation is to empty your mind of thought. To be thoughtless.

But what is the reason for emptying? Is it to stay empty into eternity?

Or to fill yourself back up with something else? Something more authentic, that can only be found at the bottom of the well; buried underneath whatever everyone else poured in on top of it.

What one often finds at the bottom of emptiness; is that the nothingness is actually filled with all.

And as the all becomes your everything; you lose track of the separation between what is, and is not- you.

When everything is you, then you are in everything- and all is in communication with the you that is present to it all now.

The meditation practice often starts on the mat, in an attempt to quiet the mind and escape from the all.

But it is there that lives the gem: in your excavation! It is the digging for the treasure that you have come all this way for.

Because the boons are all around you, my friend.

You have the key that unlocks ever single door.

There is nothing more precious than digging so deep and getting so silent, that you hear the sound of your own soul.

Hearing your own voice; you remember all, and that the all that is really you.

Once you’ve found your energy, and pealed the veil off of anything and everything that isn’t you, it’s hard to stuff yourself back in the cage again. Spirit doesn’t like to be stuck in a box.

Here's the thing; yes there are traps and tricks and hooks in the matrix, but you have always been free to go.

You have always had the free will to say no.

There is simply just work that needs to be done in your own personal garden tending, before you understand that you have had the keys to get out all along; they have always just been buried deep inside of you.

That’s the ultimate set up, isn’t it? To make you forget who you really are… To set up this system of amnesia so you can’t remember the truth that you have the creator, and the creation of all of life itself; all living inside of you.

The only one who is creating the spirals of life you’re dancing through, is the divine orchestrator, curator, conductor that is a larger energetic imprint that is; YOU.

You’ve spun these tails, so you can be the one to unweave them.

And think about how much more clear you will be once you get to know all of your material so well.

This was written at 4:44 on 6/9, 2022.

There are codes everywhere.

The only way to know where to find them is to find yourself, and unlock the doors to the ancient future living within your own body, life, and authenticity.

The only way to truly know, is to play and create with the fabrics of universe weaving tapestries all around you.

You are a thread in the story of creation. You, living; is your ultimate mission.

We are each creating our own unique artistry, and it is our unique design that makes the great masterpiece.

Nothing separate, nothing distinct, and yet all purposeful, important and unique.

Do you know what your soul sounds like? Would you know if it was trying to communicate with you?

Listen, really listen. The whole universe is speaking. Your soul- knows the harmony. Sing with us.

The biggest trick, is the ma-trix; the ultimate illusion that you will find the answers everywhere else, but within your own body, your own inner knowing, roots, ancestry, and your own way of seeing and believing in the way the world works…. It is found WITHIN the matrix: that you will unlock the ultimate trick… the illusions keeping you from hearing, knowing, and feeling all of your own soul.

Many blessings on the journey always,

El

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Fancy meeting you on this strange earth journey. Times have never been weirder, eh? At least we have each other..